awake at noon

I am awake as you still sleep in a bed haunted by my being not being there...
How long have I been gone?
When will I return?

when the unwanted wants

Wanting just gets in the way... no time for distractions now...
Time to succeed in success. Time to fight the feeling to feel.
I might die while I'm out there on the road...
But please know this: everything thought of you - was not a wasted thought.