I am screaming into silent nights...
Can you hear me as my hand slips and my fingers squeeze her throat.
It takes 2 women to replace you and I've never even met you... what does this say to you, about you? to me? about me?
Hands in hands... soft and small... hands on my legs and breasts and thighs and... oh my(!)
So why are you on my mind? I have eyes of blue and green surrounding me... shots fed to me... love handed over like candy... so simple and sweet. So why the same strange taste in my mouth? Why is something clearly missing in my mind that wanders?
I don't know. Just fuck it away. Just lay my head in someone's lap and let them dread my hair as they rub my pain away.... never stop.