Monday, July 26, 2010

I am not depressed

I'm not depressed - I'm human
I feel more than one thing at a time
I take comfort in sharp objects
While you go do your drugs or spoil your liver
I really don't see a difference here
I really don't see the difference
And still you pick and pull at me
You say, "oh hey! just cheer up"
And that line makes me want to vomit
...on your favorite pair of shoes
I am a creature of spite and my stomach is full
...of the years worth of bullshit I have been fed
Don't temp me tonight
I am not depressed but I am ready to purge

1 comment:

  1. i cannot advocate the purging, but if you choose to purge more inside than out, then email me if i am wake you will have my electronic "ears". i am some one that does not purge or do drugs to hide from my pain, but i have my own little destructions that make me whole, or closer to whole.