take. me. out

Forgive me for silence and slow motion

Sloth-like surrender

I swear I'm not this lazy. I am just tired.

Tired of this. Tired of everything. Just tired.

And possibly lonely... if I reach real far.

I am sorry I cannot become all that I am called

in your "most-drunk" moments. Your expectations

are seemingly high. Unexpectedly unreasonable.

Call me a taxi. Get me the fuck out of here, seriously.

I don't want your relationship.

I don't want anything but to relate... to you. To someone.

I miss Saturday Night Dinner Club. Political debates over pizza.

Thursday night's at Brother's Lounge... deep discussions:

Religion, sexuality, the physcological control government has

...over it's population (!)

11:00 a.m. jack and cokes watching chess matches at the 49er.

Midnight movies. Getting dressed up. Getting messed up.

Running through the streets drinking red wine straight from the bottle at 4 a.m.

...after dancing for hours and throwing up.

Take me out... for god's sake.

Take me out.